Remnants of a Loved One
I smell my mother when I get my hair cut
The sickly-sweet scent of hairspray.
I smell my mother when I walk by a side street
Where the staff takes a smoke break.
My eyes catch the shimmer of diamonds
Rings and necklaces dangling
And her regal presence appears.
Never opulent, sleek elegance, dressed in beiges
Or black and white.
Her long fingers capped by manicured nails
Painted a creamed pink to match her lipstick.
Her face smoothed with liquid paint
Left behind on white silk collars, remnants.
Even as she rested in her bed those last weeks,
Her make-up and hair held fast—less so
As her time came.
Her hair fell to her shoulders.
Her soft hands held mine.
She lay bare curled in innocence.
I miss her strength, her tenderness
Her laughter when the armor fell away.


Ask me about book clubs, talks, and my new novel, The Underpainting, out in November.
I'd love to hear from you. You can find me athttp://www.abberolnick.com.

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